a poem to a broken heart.

a poem composed for a dear friend, she broke free from a 4 year relationship. 

Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart
When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"

Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss

As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so

I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife 
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life

I gave all my love to you, but what do I get in return? 
A broken heart, that hurt like a burn
I gave you my heart, and you stomp on it like a doormat.
I gave you my youth and you turned it flat

I gave you all the trust, but you mis-used it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my aching heart and tear it piece by piece, maybe may

I want to loose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far so I no longer have to see you. 
I want to cry but I no longer have any more tears
how my sadly lonely face bears

I want to sleep but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can't seem to find a way out. What do I do? Condemn
I don't want anyone to see this not even you.
How do I get out of this? Through in true

How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I can't seem to find anyone to make feel the way you do, it’s history
The way you look at me, 
the way you say my name, 

the sound of your voice when you tell me that you care. Not right
I love you so much I think I'm going to die from this pain that haunts day and night. 
How can I forget you? If the only love I know is you.
How can I move on? If life is not the same with out you. 

I want to break free and move on but I think I'll be doing something wrong.

I thought you said the feelings you had for me is strong
I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by.

Just had to say GOODBYE.

Composed by dozy nwaeze